anndd it's a propensity towards pathos...

I think there's something weird in the water.
Blogging three times a month? With the month only having just started? Oh, it's SPRING! YAY! ...although minus the yay for pollen and hayfever.

I think right now I'm supposed to be revising Italian and Economics.
..economics is a dangerous subject, it's given me an abnormal attachment towards the word propensity. It's also given me this semi-laconic way of expressing thoughts, as well as disconnected thought processes.

So this blog entry was started sometime during the holidays almost eight weeks ago.
...and I totally did the 'I wrote THAT?' thing and gave most of it a major rehaul because a) I forgot why I wrote most of it 'cause it was half-incomplete and b) major change of views and all that. Oh, that makes the old entry sound so suspicious.

The one part which I kept was...

'I LOVE YOU RAINY! ..and yeah I feel reasonably honoured. Actually...'
...which I had to think about for a while, wondering why it was there.
..it was for the tumblr friend thing when she had no comments available. Now this feels all out of correct chronological order...but eh, there's your late gratefulness.
...but I do thank&love you. Really!

Hm. I now feel rather corny. Time for a mundane story.
Sooo I was the chemist today buying packs of tissues or something.
During check-out, the dude told me I looked cold, and I replied it was because the weather was disgusting. Even though it wasn't actually that bad.
Hearing this, he was like 'wait here', leaving me standing there feeling vaguely aimlessly awkward.
..and then he reappeared holding those really brightly coloured fleece socks with psychedelic swirly patterns.
And was like 'take a pair. I hope these will warm you up'
So now I have a pair of vibrant socks which are really warm (:

MORAL OF THE STORY;
Go around and give people socks; it'll make them happy!
Socks being a possible metaphor for unexpected nice stuff.
This act of sock-gifting by a random stranger really stressed how nice it is to experience unexpected kind deeds by strangers. Or just people in general.
...maybe I have a previously unknown love of socks.

This TEN DAYS thing seems to be circulating...
So I'll do it! And possibly stretch it to last for ten months. Or considering the weird-water thing, mayybee I'll blog more and it'll be finished within the month.
..or I'll just forget about this and not bother to finish it.

Day one: ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day two: nine things about yourself.
Day three: eight ways to win your heart.
Day four: seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day five: six things you wish you’d never done.
Day six: five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day seven: four turn offs.
Day eight: three turn ons.
Day nine: two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day ten: one confession

I think I'm making them relatively unsubtle and kind of truthful, sooo...here goes personal thoughts into cyberspace...

'I'm so proud of you! Okay, that sounds really weird and parent-ish, but I actually am. Over the years, you've grown so much ( anndd I don't mean physically, although I'm sure that's happened as well ) and I love how you've developed so much. Go go go!'
..why did that sound like a massive innuendo-y thing. Maybe it's my imagination.

'Occasionally, you intimidate and irritate me. Just occasionally. It's mostly all good.'

'You're majorly impressive and inspiring, and you have wonderful skills. Many kudos!'

'It's really good to see that you're happy and...it totally makes me happy! I hope you remain happy, be happy in the future and I'm getting really sick of the word happy now.'

'I'm still thinking of you (: even though we haven't had contact for a whilleee...hope you're doing well.'

'I think I'm really mean to you half the time, but that's your fault for lying to me. However, I do think you're cool because you're one of those weirdly fun people to talk to. And you get my occasional bouts of insanity + propensity to change topics randomly. SO I LIKE YOU! You know, deep deep deeeeep down.'

'You're such a lovely person - don't let others abuse this or get you down!'

'After all these years and all that not wholly nice hidden history between us, I'm weirdly impressed by the fact that we kiinndd of still keep in touch. And amused that it seems the fairly rare times when I think about you, you just randomly pop up and further embed your place within my life. I'm glad that you seem to be enjoying life, you're forever my backup to write about at school when asked about those stereotypical friend/relationship questions and thanks for existing (:'

'THANK YOU FOR THE SOCKS - THEY TOTALLY MADE MY DAY. Honestly, I've been in this state of "awww that was really nice" and happiness for ages.'
..I think I do have a previously unfound love of socks.

'I know you're in a bit of a bad patch right now but I think you're doing a great job at getting out of it. Keep positive, continue what you're doing and I hope it gets better soon.'

Disclaimer-ish thing which isn't really a disclaimer; although a few of the messages are exclusively for one person only, some can encompass messages to heaps of people. Who cares about the supposed boundaries of these things anyway...
Also, I'm totally not giving info out about those messages. Unless you're one of the two who have already spoken to me in which case, feel fortunate and irritating since it made me to post a disclaimer (:

So it seems that I'm getting bored of blogging and that the pesky preliminary exam period is nearly over. Meaning that we're about to be launched into what is supposed to be a year in which our fate is going to be decided.
..oh that wasn't melodramatic at all.
But.
(Not sure who I'm typing to here)
Good luck everyone - stay reasonably happy&healthy annndddd...
...adesso, sono stanca e ho fame. Devo andare, voglio mangiare dolci...o qualcosa...ma faccio sul serio - in bocca al lupo tutti!

oh DAMNN just got informed I have to go out the day before economics exam due to my august grandmother's birthday.
BETTER STUDY NOW D: